Wednesday, April 15, 2009
I would still consider myself a fan of graphic novels...just not of the ones we read in this class. Blankets didn't really appeal to me because I am neither in love or very religious.
I think I have grown as a reader. I have learned to look more deeply into the meanings of words and wonder and infer why the author would choose certain words or descriptions. I think that I have become a better reader, and am able to pick out important information.
The graphic novels were far easier for me to get through than the plain texts. I found it most challenging to read The Bluest Eye and Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit. I felt I had no real personal connection to the pieces, therefore I couldn't become as involved in the story. I'm not trying to be racist when I say that if I were black or lesbian, I may have enjoyed or understood those pieces better. Those readings did broaden my horizon slightly... making me diverge from my normal science fiction and fantasy reads.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Father and child relationships cannot be defined by black and white or love and hate. Instead, such kinship needs to be viewed as gray areas. Theodore Roethke's poem “My Papa's Waltz” displays a fine line between physical abuse and love. The relationship in Craig Thompson's Blankets reveals a hint of psychological abuse followed by a content and loving relationship. Although there is a hint of abuse in these texts, the relationships are healthy.
Roethke’s word choice may hinder the idea of a loving relationship between the father and child, but overall the general undertone of the poem is that of playful and reckless behavior after the father returns home from work. Theodore’s father worked in a greenhouse, which would explain the caked dirt on his hands and the battered knuckle. Although the subject of the poem may not have been Theodore Roethke, he may have taken details of his childhood and portrayed them in his poems. Theodore’s decision to use the word “papa” in the title instead of “father” gives the poem a more endearing feel.
The father had whiskey on his breath, but there was no indication that he was a violent drunk. He was simply unsteady on his feet, and when he missed a step, his belt buckle would knick the ear of the child.
The mother had her face in a frown, but for good reason. It was not because her child was being beaten, but because her dishes were falling from the shelf. I know my mother would do more than just frown at me for breaking dishes. I am certain she or many other mothers would not stand by while their child is beaten so blatantly before her. If a mother would just stand by for whatever reason, I doubt there would be a simple frown on her face. There would be more emotion tearing at her.
Recently, in my psychology of genders class, we discussed abuse. Most victims are female, but male victims should not be overlooked. One of our speakers, named Eric, said that it was not something he could come out and confess to his mother. He could only hint at it—and hope she understood. When the truth came out about his abuse, his mother claimed she would have done something more for him, had she known.
A “romp” has several meanings, but the main definition is of a fun or light-hearted affair. I highly doubt any form of abuse would be described as happy amusement, especially by the abused.
In this video “My Papa’s Waltz” is dissected quickly for literary and grammatical significance. This poem, like many others are open to interpretation even if the author has a set meaning for them. When assessing a poem, the only reason it becomes real or obtains meaning is because “…we believe them and believe in them” (Shapiro 174).
This is a very true statement. Depending on experiences of individuals, the interpretation of the poem would differ. “…The poem need not be read exclusively as a positive or a negative portrait of this family moment. Surely this was a moment characterized by conflicting emotions for the speaker: love and fright; excitement and concern; a rough tenderness. Family relationships are seldom simple, seldom one-dimensional…”
(McKenna 37).
In the beginning of Blankets, Craig puts up a visual front in order to portray the father as a sinister character. As seen below, the physical features of the father are menacing and sharp. Take his nose for example; it is hooked and sharp—giving the impression of a not-so-friendly personality. When the father first makes an appearance in the doorway of the boys’ bedroom, he is nothing but a large shadow that blocks the light.

In comparison to the boys’ faces, which are predominantly white and without excess ink, the father’s face has dark lines throughout it and one cannot even see his eyes. This gives an ominous feel to the entire demeanor of the father.
The father in Blankets is a burly man, whose strength is exemplified by how massively he is drawn. He may not have been that large in real life, but his presence may have been so commanding that he seemed that large.
What needs to be taken into consideration about this scene is that we were only showed one instance of interaction between Craig and his father at this point.
The final pages of Blankets illustrate how Craig’s father really was. The eyes of a child can put a scary mask on anything. Now, with the eyes of an adult, Thompson is able to understand that his father was not as frightful as he once was.
In the frames below, one can see how some simplistic features have changed on the father. He has a slight smile throughout those panels and has lost those dark lines that were etched across his brow by Craig Thompson’s childhood imagination.
In a series of studies done by Pennsylvania State University, a strong correlation occurred between paternal involvement with biological sons and the sons’ lack of anxiety and anger. With fathers spending more time with their sons, anxiety and anger decreased (Molenaar et al 267). This provides evidence that the child in Roethke’s poem, and Craig would have had better dispositions while spending time with their father’s. I believe that a father’s embrace hold comfort in it, and an outsider cannot judge unless they have a complete understanding of the relationship.
In “My Papa’s Waltz,” one can tell that the child in enjoying his or herself while gallivanting around the house with his or her father figure. In Blankets, Craig’s father was never meant to seem so sinister. Although he is drawn with sharp features, he was later drawn with a sunny smile that illustrates how Thompson grew to understand his father.
Fathers play a crucial role in the lives of their children, in both positive and negative ways, but that cannot be determined easily. The relationships portrayed in “My Papa’s Waltz” and Blankets are those of healthy dispositions. Even though there are some faults in the states of their relationships, they share positive bonds.
Works Cited
McKenna, John J. “Roethke’s Revisions and the tone of My Papa’s Waltz.” ANQ 11:2
(1998): 34-38
Molenaar, Peter C. M., SinClair, Katerina O., Rovine, Michael J., Ram, Nilam, Corneal,
Sherry E. “Analyzing Developmental Processes on an Individual Level Using
Nonstationary Time Series Modeling.” Developmental Psychology 45 (2009):
260-271
Shapiro, Johanna. “Can Poetry Be Data? Potential Relationships Between Poetry and
Research.” Families, Systems, and Health 22 (2004): 171-177
Thompson, Craig. Blankets. Ed. 5. Marietta: Top Shelf, 2005.
Monday, April 13, 2009
I'm not a fan of the graphics. They are done exceptionally well, but there are just subtleties that bother me...such as the nose of a character (mostly Titiana) would be drawn so sharp, and can't help but think of her as mean... when in the other version I thought she was noble and stubborn. Now I see her as kind of snotty.
The idea of being unsure who the audience is makes me wonder. Take that twisted idea and put it into reality. Who is watching who? And who is acting for who? EVERYONE! Well, I'm not trying to put paranoid thoughts into your head, but think about it. At some point, whether we like it or not, someone will watch us... not in a creepy way, but in a general sense. A stranger on the street, a parent, etc. And we all change ourselves even a little bit to fit in...even if we claim we're individuals.
Puck and Oberon were the main audience in my opinion (besides ourselves). They witness the mischief they have sown in both the lovers and with Titiana and Bottom. But how could we not be the overall audience when we watch Oberon and Puck as well as everything else?? It's slightly twisted because then you can think about Shakespeare's role. He wrote the play, did he not? He had to have known what people's reactions would have been... and the observation of people in general would have given him insight on what to write and how to write it.
I would need to learn more about Shakespeare to know if what was written was actually fact... until then I'll just assume that it was based on actual events (such as the death of his son).
Monday, April 6, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
How happy some o'er other some can be!
Through Athens I am thought as fair as she.
But what of that? Demetrius thinks not so;
He will not know what all but he do know:
And as he errs, doting on Hermia's eyes,
So I, admiring of his qualities:
Things base and vile, folding no quantity,
Love can transpose to form and dignity:
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind;
And therefore is wing'd Cupid painted blind:
Nor hath Love's mind of any judgement taste;
Wings and no eyes figure unheedy haste:
And therefore is Love said to be a child,
Because in choice he is so oft beguiled.
As waggish boys in game themselves forswear,
So the boy Love is perjured every where:
For ere Demetrius look'd on Hermia's eyne,
He hail'd down oaths that he was only mine;
And when this hail some heat from Hermia felt,
So he dissolved, and showers of oaths did melt.
I will go tell him of fair Hermia's flight:
Then to the wood will he to-morrow night
Pursue her; and for this intelligence
If I have thanks, it is a dear expense:
But herein mean I to enrich my pain,
To have his sight thither and back again.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Helena's words are encompassed in heart-shaped bubbles while Demetruis' once oval bubbles turn into harsh sporatic splotches. Helena's, on the other hand, remain heart-shaped. This just gives proof that it will take far more than harsh words to persuad her to no longer love Demetruis.
The clothes worn are a mixture of modern with old. There is an initial toga-like appearance that fades into suit pants or socks and sandals.
The backgrounds are simple enough. The majority of the scenes are in wooded areas. This would be a great convenience to the crew who had to build the set. They didn't need to plan for too many changes and could create this set with a small budget.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
It's All in Good Fun
Father and child relationships cannot be defined by black and white or love and hate. Instead, such kinship needs to be viewed as gray areas. Theodore Roethke's poem “My Papa's Waltz” displays a fine line between physical abuse and love. The relationship in Craig Thompson's Blankets reveals a sense of psychological abuse followed by a content and loving relationship. These two pieces although seemingly different hold similar themes in common. In both, there is a sense of abuse (whether physical or mental) that can be overpowered by evidence supporting healthy or “normal” relationships between father and child.
“My Papa’s Waltz” may be interpreted in varying ways. The most predominant stance is that the poem reflects Roethke’s childhood positively. Theodore Roethke’s relationship with his father was not flawless and merry like these two, but there is no definitive evidence suggesting there was any foul play.
Roethke’s word choice may hinder the idea of a loving relationship between the father and child (the child is presumed to be Theodore), but overall the general undertone of the poem is that of playful and reckless behavior after the father returns home from work. Theodore’s father worked in a greenhouse, which would explain the caked dirt on his hands and the battered knuckle—greenhouse labor is taxing on the body.
The father had whiskey on his breath, but there was no indication that he was a violent drunk. He was simply unsteady on his feet, and when he missed a step, his belt buckle would knick the ear of the child.
The mother had her face in a frown, but for good reason. It was not because her child was being beaten, but because her dishes were falling from the shelf. I know my mother would do more than just frown at me for breaking dishes. I am certain she or many other mothers would stand by while their child is beaten so blatantly before her.
Recently, in my psychology of genders class, we discussed abuse. Most victims are female, but male victims should not be overlooked. One of our speakers, named Eric, said that it was not something he could come out and confess to his mother. He could only hint at it—and hope she understood. When the truth came out about his abuse, his mother claimed she would have done something more for him, had she known.
The mother in Roethke’s poem was witness to the events taking place. She had known what was going on and done nothing. Had this been a case of abuse, she would have stepped in and protected her child.
A “romp” has several meanings, but the main definition is of a fun or light-hearted affair. I highly doubt any form of abuse would be described as happy amusement, especially by the abused.
In this video, “My Papa’s Waltz” is dissected quickly for literary and grammatical significance. This poem, like many others are open to interpretation even if the author has a set meaning for them. When assessing a poem, the only reason it becomes real or obtains meaning is because “…we believe them and believe in them” (Shapiro 174).
In the beginning of Blankets, Craig puts up a visual front in order to portray the father as a sinister character. As seen below, the physical features of the father are menacing and sharp. Take his nose for example; it is hooked and sharp—giving the impression of a not-so-friendly personality. When the father first makes an appearance in the doorway of the boys’ bedroom, he is nothing but a large shadow that blocks the light.
In comparison to the boys’ faces, which are predominantly white and without excess ink, the father’s face has dark lines throughout it and one cannot even see his eyes. This gives an ominous feel to the entire demeanor of the father.The father in Blankets is a burly man, whose strength is exemplified by how massively he is drawn. He may not have been that large in real life, but his presence may have been so commanding that he seemed that large.
What needs to be taken into consideration about this scene is that we were only showed one instance of interaction between Craig and his father at this point. One cannot base lifetime relationship on five pages of illustration.
The final pages of Blankets illustrate how Craig’s father really was. The eyes of a child can put a scary mask on anything. Now, with the eyes of an adult, Thompson is able to understand that his father was not as frightful as he once was.
In the frames below, one can see how some simplistic features have changed on the father. He has a slight smile throughout those panels and has lost those dark lines that were etched across his brow by Craig Thompson’s childhood imagination.

Works Cited
Molenaar, Peter C. M., SinClair, Katerina O., Rovine, Michael J., Ram, Nilam, Corneal, Sherry E. “Analyzing Developmental Processes on an Individual Level Using Nonstationary Time Series Modeling.” Developmental Psychology 45 (2009): 260-271
Shapiro, Johanna. “Can Poetry Be Data? Potential Relationships Between Poetry and Research.”
Families, Systems, and Health 22 (2004): 171-177
Thompson, Craig. Blankets. Ed. 5. Marietta: Top Shelf Productions, 2005.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Students for a Sustainable Earth
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Pablo makes his message clear. There once was happiness in his little Spanish town where happiness blossomed in every cranny of his house... When he says "Remember Raul?" It's like asking someone to remember a better time... hey, remember when...
He speaks of Raul, Rafel, and Federico as though they are dead... "The light of June drowned flowers in your mouth..." That line makes me think that they are buried, and in need of being remembered.
The basic feel of the beginning is of home, toasty and comforting--then the planes come and childrens' blood fills the streets... and the good feeling is definitely gone.
Record/ New Thesis
Thesis:
A father's Involvement with his child is a key factor in the psychological development of the child. Roethke's poem My Papa's Waltz displays a fine line between physical abuse and love. The relationship in Thompson's Blankets reveals a sense of psychological abuse followed by a content and loving relationship.
Anger and anxiety affect and are affected by the involvement of a father-figure (see charts)--(Molenaar, Sinclair, et al 261).
"...In poetry we find that what has often been caled a unique entry into the subjective experience and point of view of others, especially others unlike ourselves" (Shapiro 174).
Shapiro goes on to explain that poetry takes us into other places and situations... some that we may not wish to be a part of (Shapiro 174).
Monday, March 16, 2009
That's my little ramble. Let me know what you think.
Ps. Sorry I'm obsessed with the portrayal of different nationalities as different animals.
Can you imagine being able to tell the difference of people heritage by seeing if they had a tail?
weird.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I think that Siegelman used mice to portray Jews for a couple of reasons. There is the obvious: Cats vs. Mice scenario, that plays well into the theme of Nazis vs. Jews. Another reason is that there are mixed feelings about them. I like mice, but others (such as my mum...) would rather dispose of the little vermin. During WWII, some people jumped on the band wagon and thought ill of Jews while others sympathized and helped the Jews.
The use of pigs was just to show that some did not choose sides, and to
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Research Paper ramblings...
Within that poem, I would like to explore the idea of people in society treated differently based on their beliefs... or something to that effect. We as people treat people differently because we are sometimes threatened by the insight or knowledge one may have. I want to dig deeper into that.
I think that this topic is interesting and will have some information available to support my tentative hypothesis.
I could give examples of others who spoke their minds and were out-casted for it.
P.S. I have to use another text to go along with this...
Monday, February 23, 2009
Page 25: Craig felt he should have been the one to sleep in the cubby hole. He knew that he failed at being the older brother and that guilt built up inside of him. When the school bullies began mocking Phil, Craig snapped. This was his chance to protect his little brother. He didn't put up much of a fight and ended up in quite a mess. In the panel that Craig is in the bathroom Craig takes out his frustration on the toilet paper. He unrolls the toilet paper, and you can almost hear the squeak of the dispenser. He crumples the most-likely rough paper and mashes it to his face. The background color changed from black to white... as though his frustrations were disappearing as he calmed down. He runs his bloody palms down the mirror, leaving behind red streaks. This is similar to the final frame on page 17. Now Craig had taken the same beating as Phil.
Craig's Relationships:
his brother: (pgs 12,19,21,44, 71) He doesn't give the impression that they are close, but Craig loves Phil.
God: (55, 56, 80, 87) Craig feels that God is the only person who accepts him and offers him a better life.
himself: (86) He is unsatisfied with himself, and longs for something better.
Raina: (173) Craig is really happy with Raina, and she accepts him.
the Church
his parents
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
This is a quote from Jeanette Winterson's Oranges are not the Only Fruit. It's on the first page of the text and is subtle but significant.
It has a broad sense of foreshadowing, but at the same time it creates a relationship between the reader and Jeanette. I felt a connection at that point because I think that everyone believes that they are special is some sort of fashion. We're all stuck in our heads a little bit. Remember the idea in McCloud's book that some think the world revolves around him/her. He illustrated this by drawing himself walking and seeing the world in front of him, and behind him (only when he looked). The world would disappear when he did not look at it.
It's a selfish way of thinking, and I thought that was almost the way of thinking of Jeanette, but then I realized she thought of "special" in a different way. Not the way of "the world revolves around me" but a special that was different. It's not necessarily a bad different, but it was enough to create issues for her (that ultimately made her into a better person... in my opinion). She became herself. It took her some time to pave her own path and separate her thoughts from her mother's but she became true to herself, and that was special.
Monday, February 16, 2009
My parents have always given me options about religion, among many other things. When I was little they seemed strict, but no I see that they are always protective yet open to new things at the same time.
I apparently thought it was February 23, and I read the first half of Blankets instead of the assigned Oranges are not the Only Fruit. Therefore, I can't complete the rest of this blog until I backtrack and catch up.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
My Papa's Waltz
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
The Monkey King was so consumed by the thought of becoming like the other deities that he lost sight of who he really was. When the monk showed the Monkey King that things could be better, the Monkey King did not believe him at first. When the two were discussing the Monkey King's ability to escape this rut he had put himself into you can see in the panels just how pointless it was to resist. In two of the panels, the Monkey King was made speechless by the monk's reasoning.
Danny was battling a couple of things. The main thing was himself. He was so afraid of embracing his heritage that he lashed out at anything that would cause suspicion that he was not just a cookie-cutter boy. Chin-Kee was his other enemy. It was not by design, it was just that Danny felt that his newly found school life was being threatened.
When we find out that Jin Wang is actually Danny and Chin-Kee is The Monkey King, everything seems to make sense. Of course I was a little confused. I thought that the Monkey King segments were added to give some background to the Asian culture, but it turns out that those panels played a significant role.
The panels that interested me the most were those of when the Monkey King was under the rocks, and the only way to escape was to "release" himself and become himself and not what other people expected him to be. I thought that was an amazing lesson.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Race, gender, and class can be focused on in literature because it's focused on in the everyday world.
I usually read fictional stories (I find nonfiction rather depressing) and I have found these three factors all over! In Harry Potter for example, race could be seen as being a muggle-born or pure-blood. In many of Jane Austen's novels, she displays the issues of social standing (class) and that of woman (gender). Those ideas have to stem from somewhere, right? It makes everything come full circle, whether the author intended it or not. Just like our own interpretations... we all make different assumptions based on ourselves and how we perceive the world around us.
I don't chew with my mouth open, but if I did... would I be looked down upon? Does my race or social class protect me from that? When I see someon'es food being brutally chewed, I can't help but wonder ho their mother could have neglected teaching htem manners... I think it's more of manners rather than race. And our actions do change around people of different social standing.
Monday, January 19, 2009
The idea that there is one standard set of meanings for all is no longer considered true. Rather, the available meanings taken from any instance of communication are potentially multiple, or multisemiotic.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Molly Bang Concepts
I admit that I have a trunk full of comic books at home (filled with classics such as Batman, Justice League, and even some Teen Titans). Yeah... I'm basically a dork, but hey I like it that way. I know that there are the stereotypes that go along with comic book reading... like a forty-something-year-old that lives in his mother's basement and attends conventions dressed as his favorite hero or villian... (I'm not that into comic books)... or maybe those are just Star Trek junkies... anywho...
McCloud's book introduced me to some interesting concepts, such as the "gutter" of a comic book page. I didn't realize that while I was reading comic books, I was bringing them to life, and my imagination was basically the main machine... even when there are no images!
I would sometimes think that if I wasn't participating in something, it wasn't happening (of course that's a rather self-centered way of thinking so I gave that up a few years back). When I read that McCloud had those thoughts himself, I thought that as kind of funny, and I have to say, I'm glad I wasn't alone in thinking that...
Monday, January 12, 2009
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
What is an American?
I think that passion plays a big role in someone's identity as an American. Sheesh, this is slightly frustrating because I was to give "American" a textbook definition, but I know that is nearly impossible. Being American is being anything.
So what have I done? Sheesh, nothing but go to college, but I guess that's a good enough start for now.

